THIS IS AN UPDATED POST FROM 2/10/2012 

actually aku nak tulis post ni esok je. tapi tak apa laa sebab tak boleh nak tido .. okayhhh...hari ini, setelah beberape kali kensel appointment, hari ni dapat gak pegi uyeahhh! Alhamdulillah. tadi pun hampir nak kensel lagi sebab rushing pegi Puchong plak hantar resume. nak cari jalan tu plak pening..aku bab Puchong memang fail habesss..! die cakap, area kinrara. aku dah, "haaaa??" huhuhu macam tk pernah je pegi area tu. huk2...nasib baik jumpe. tu pun lepas dah sesat la..hadehh

Smpai kt KPJ Kajang around 4.00pm. after buat registration, tunggu beberape minit je dah boleh masuk jumpe doctor. i must say, the stuff sangat friendly, and semua urusan pun senang because diorang akan banyak tolong. i just need to fill the blue form, and wait few minutes to be called. which is so good. do i nervous to meet doctor this time? nehh..tak sangat kut. yaa...macam dah immune..this is just another check up. i know the procedure, i know what to say. uh uh uh..for those yg tak tau lagi aku sakit ape ni and ape tu Benign, boleh refer kat post lame aku ni, time aku cite pnjang lebar ape tu benign.

Well i met the doctor and i really wanna know about the laser surgery. which is first option in my list, since im actually avoiding to have major surgery. UNFORTUNATELY, here the sad part, for my illness, there no such thing as laser surgery. yes, they do have that laser machine, but no one uses laser to treat this illness. MAYBE, they use laser for something like cancer. i dont know. last day, the other doct from clinic somewhere at damansara, told me about this laser. and he referred me to KPJ Kajang to ask about this laser thing. i was kinda happy that time knowing that i dont have to go through this painful major surgery (u know, they put u on sleep, and they gonna cut u to remove that lumps, bla bla bla bla). Knowing that i dont have other option, only "major surgery", it kinda made me upset.

The doctor said, oh ya, my doct, his name is Dr. Lu Ping Yan. he said, when u have these lumps, this kind of illness, u have high chances of having tumor. not the lumps bcme tumor, but the tumor will appear naturally. why ahhh...lain doct, lain yg aku dengar? haihhh.. Dr. Lu referred me to another hospital. aku tak ingat sangat, Hospital Putrajaya, maybe?

Then, i met Mr. Chu. He is the one who responsible for calculating the cost of surgery. well, KPJ Kajang, i wouldn't expect less. i know it will be a large number. according to Mr. Chu, total that i have to pay is according to how many lumps i want to remove. oh okay, in that case, im actually ade beberape lumps, so, yeahh, the total amount was soo big. i need to think in the big picture,..its not just for this time, but maybe for another time in future. i need to discuss with my family, but for sure, im not going to have the surgery dlm mase terdekat ni. (actually Dr. Lu advised me to do the surgery immediately bcause the lumps getting bigger!)

Since it will be over and over again, i will do a lot of treatment process, i decided to make it part by part in my blog. do i feel ashamed with these things inside my body? ya, a lil bit. but im not the only one. and who knows, this might useful for somebody who reading it. no matter if u are a girl with the same problem, or just a husband whom found a lump inside his wife body but dont know what it is, or anyone..just something for ur extra knowledge. :)

It was 5 pm, and kitorang baru keluar dari KPJ, what to do? ade ape kat Kajang eh? ohhh..tak sah la gi Kajang kalau tak makan satay kajang. ahaaa!! cuaca pun macam nk hujan. taknak balik dulu sebab taknak meredah jem. according to orang tu, jem sampai jam 8 malam. iyeee je..hahaha..okay okay..so, lepak makan kat satay kajang! nyummeehhh...